Kill me

Fui la boluda que siguió con la amistad que habíamos dejado de lado el día que me plantaste un beso sin pedirme permiso.
No pude evitarlo, me dabas -y me das- esa sensación de belonging que no encuentro en ningún lado.
Y definitivamente valió la pena saltar al vacío con el paracaídas roto el día que, sentada en un rincón del cuarto, te escuché decir que nunca lograste perdonarte y dejé que me plantaras un segundo beso insolente.

Pero a veces me pregunto cuántas veces más I could take you back. Cuántas veces volvería a dejar que me destroces el alma, cuántas lágrimas me quedan para vos.
Trato de no pensarlo muy seguido; la respuesta me asusta...

Don't bother saying you're sorry
Why don't you come in
Smoke all my cigarettes again
Every time I get no further
How long has it been?
Come on in now, wipe your feet on my dreams
You take up my time
Like some cheap magazine
When I could have been learning something
Oh well, you know what I mean, oh
I've done this before
And I will do it again
Come on and kill me baby
While you smile like a friend
Oh and I'll come running
Just to do it again
You are the last drink I never should have drunk
You are the body hidden in the trunk
You are the habit I can't seem to kick
You are my secrets on the front page every week
You are the car I never should have bought
You are the dream I never should have caught
You are the cut that makes me hide my face
You are the party that makes me feel my age
Like a car crash I can see but I just can't avoid
Like a plane I've been told I never should board
Like a film that's so bad but I've got to stay till the end
Let me tell you now: it's lucky for you that we're friends.

Dancing to: Somebody to love (Jefferson Airplane)